Melanie "Mel B" Brown brings her sad life under her beauty and success in an open book – to literacy – a & # 39; Starting with her mishealthy relationship and his / her impact; His relationship with her late father, Martin.
In order to start her new beginnings, Unfortunately forever, Spice Girls aluminum division, 43, in an interview with a British talk show Women Monday her father's death was away from her 10-year marriage to Stephen Belafonte film producer. She spoke to her case to raise awareness of the nature of domestic – emotional and physical violence limits.
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"I am one of the lucky ones," the America's Got Talent started his judge. "He gave my father to give me the strength," Well, my father is now dead, and now I need the strength Retaining in a positive way and stopping at # 39; live in this roof and say nothing is there; and everything is against him. I wanted to stop it. I wanted to have one night where I could go safely and safely. "
Then she explained some emotional illness behind her position: "When you have given your power to someone and they have just badly abused – and your trust and your respect and respect – which is ; take so long to get that confidence back. "
Then after one of her guests asked her especially about Belafonte's threats to leave her sex tape, Brown told her she was worried that her father had found her before he died.
"He was already suffering from poor illness … my father was going to die," said the pop star about her father, who was a & # 39; great mylaoma fighting. "In the last few years, I can not do that – these tapes, know what happened in a wedding … in my mind, he was going to slow up her illness, and I can not do that for him. "
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Then Brown explained that she decided to decide to marry her about the future to marry, and she did not. She could not be happier later.
"I could say a ear …" When you take your last breath, I'll go to it; attack and divide a monster, "and then he looked at me and gave the last breath," she said. "I knew I needed to go ashore and go straight to work[at[at[aig[atAmerica's Got Talent]from the plane … When I came ashore, I was so happy. "
Then, Simon Cowell's judge asked her about her father, and she says she replied, "My dad is a better place With any other pain, and I know what I'm coming home because I'm going to divide here Guy, and that's. "I put the wheels inside, I got an order ordination, it will be two years in December that I was not with that person. "
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Brown then said that although Belafonte opposed rude allegations, not just "he said," she said. "I have a certification from friends and family who have seen their behavior."
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"Tell me that I was leaving Stephen and I felt that his hand was tightening me a bit," she wrote, according to the rod. "I've gone over it. Dad, you have cut your hair and screens. You have a new shirt. We have prayed. We're ready. You're ready. But you can not I begin to start my divorce so you can die. "… His eyes opened for a second, we looked at each other, and there was a moment in which I felt We had every one of last pain between us; disappeared. Then he gave a last breath, slowly. "It's gone," I published to the room. "
In the interview with Women, Mel B also went on to talk about her recovery regime from the abuse and why she decided to go out with her story.
"I especially love myself, and I really like the most important thing now," she has preserved. "I did not have a choice because there was so much head of cousin around me. For two years, I kept very quiet, … [But] if I can help one person in a similar situation than I've been there, then work well. "
Also in her book, Mel B revealed another dark bit of life – when she tried to die by being killed. In a section published by U.K. outlet Sunshine, she reported that she filled 200 aspirin pills, and she had been in & # 39; going on for years, on 11 December 2014, after returning to dinner with her husband then.
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The X Factor Judge wrote, though he was really looking at her time, that she was "feeling emotionally".
"I was a ugly feeling and worried about the man who promised me to protect me, my husband and Stephen's manager," she said. "A man who had a library of sex registers now after 10 years of marriage – as we both knew – was destroying my role and destroying my family."
However, after the last pipe was swallowed, a & # 39; Brown said she had made a mistake, accordingly Sunshine section.
"The answer was not suicidal. I have to take my life accountable. I have to go to hospital," she wrote, accordingly Sunshine, adding it, although its memories from this time are sharp, she & she; Memories of "throwing" at a wooden door, leaving it with visible brushes against her shoulder. She remembered that these features were visible at a time X Factor shows that she was present three days later.
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After going out and & # 39; going in and out of a sense, Brown said she had been moved to hospital, where she lost an awareness. When she woke up, her eldest daughter, Phoenix Chi – now 19, whose father was first, Jimmy Gulzar, who was a husband, was "wild … of all the memories of the All of that time, the one that still has I discovered, "said Brown, saying" the most difficult moment of my life is ".
Brown is also the wife of Angel Iris Murphy Brown, who is 11 years old, with Eddie Murphy and Madison Brown Belafonte, 7, by Belafonte.
The couple, who married in Las Vegas in June 2007, put the divorce party to an official termination in December 2017. The legal division came nine months after Brown was registered in March last year.