Sean "Diddy" Combs is breaking his silence when Kim Porter, who was now a woman, died and a mother of four of her children.
"In the last three days I've been trying to get rid of this horror, but not," wrote it on Saturday, with a back-up video of the two who were collecting together for a pregnant baby photoshoot.
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"I do not know what I can do without your baby. I miss you very horribly," continued in the Instagram mental desire. "Today, I'm going to respect you, I try to find the words to explain our unprofitable relationship."
Holding & # 39; going, he wrote "We were more than the best friends, we were better than the soul. BACK ANY OTHER! And I'm a & # 39; mourn for me. Black Daughter ?. "
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The previous source told PEOPLE that the mucket, 49, and "feeling" was spoiled and damaged by the death of Porter.
"He and Kim were still close friends and parents although their romantic relationship was not working," said the source. "They were still a family."
On Thursday, Porter, a model and actress, was found dead at home. It was 47.
Sir Los Angeles Sheriff Office confirmed death in statement explaining that officials responded to death investigation at 11:40 a.m. local time in Loch Toluca, California, where the they found an unsuitable woman at the residence.
It was said that the tape was dead at the time.
Their death reasons are still defined at this time. According to an emergency call call posted by TMZ, the call was called a heart attack. Give a source to the venue where she had been experiencing an emergency illness for weeks.
Combs and Porter started dating back in the 90's and went to A good division in 2007 after the years of relationship again. Together, they had three children: a Christian son, 20, and 11's daughters, Dila Lila Star and Jessie James. In addition, Combs built the oldest child at Porter, Quincy, 27, and discussing a son.
The campaigner Bad Boy Records is also the father of two additional children – Justin's son, 24, and the daughter of Chance, 12 – who works with exes Misa Hylton-Brim and Sarah Chapman, individually.
Despite being split for ten years ago, Combs and Porter were able to become friends over the years long; as they were going to & # 39; children together.
"I have been blessed that these wonderful and amazing relationships have given me to these wonderful, famous, beautiful women," Combs said today to PEOPLE. "My children's mothers [are] my best friends My ad will go to them.
"We are friends. I am the person who can tell him his breathtaking ideas and that person is for me. He still wants me every day and we talk, "said Porter too SiegeSouth Westerly